Grieving is a natural response to loss. Your grief is unique to you, it is OK to grieve your own way. It takes a lot of energy grieving. Be kind to yourself, be patient, it’s not a quick process, so go gently with each day, each moment. Doing self care is important: do good things to help you sleep well; keep eating, maintaining the routine is important, and take some exercise each day, whatever works for you. It won’t always feel like this, it does change. Remember, it’s good to grieve in a way that works for you.